Evan Ma

Summer blows in a chance friend, understanding me, just as I am. Just off-kilter enough, that I can say anything. At first they seem bright, and I'm more the pragmatic type, but near the end, after holding it in, their fears – desires – worries, all that gush out from within. They felt ashamed, not sharing enough with me, who opened myself up, my entire book so tenderly. Release, sweet release. Acceptance, understanding. Compassion is the start, yet there's so much more to explore. ━ But too muc...

始終に焦らずに 静かに待つんだ 決め所を掴もう 一気に切り返す ...

I never thought I'd be actually this worried in the face of things. But here we are. To know you're trapped in a box, and at the mercy of things just panning over— Sigh. More and more as I look around, people are silenced, and only a single authorized voice is allowed. Even for a happily withdrawn person like me, this is not comforting. ...

2 people down. That's just the way it is. When you're in the trenches you have to dig your way out. It was never fair, and it'll never be fair. But we can do it together, cause we're here. ...

How do they all look at metamodernity in positivity. Sure I take it all in stride, but I can only look at it wistfully. Reconciliation will only be possible if you give it up. Accept the fact, that it's all breaking apart. Don't cling too tight, just hold on to what you can. Enjoy the light, while you can. Be thankful for what we have. It sure is nice. ...

Wework remains tranquil as always. Hardly a tinge nor notion in the air of any trouble. But it is brewing indeed. Takeout has been ordered. Takeout has been eaten. Models have been worked on. A receipt has been taken. The sun is much closer to the horizon than the meridian. It's cerulean power is fading, the uranian blue is leaving. Last night Uranus was a degree north of the moon, now it is bidding goodbye along with today's sun soon. I suppose the models will continue being worked on, ...

It is 3AM Creative but too tired It is time to sleep ...

我们的未来一直都在时刻时刻不停的转变。 大多数变化极小。只有一大辈子下来，积小成多才能明白它们的成果。 但某些变化极大。虽然可能辨别不出具体的改变，但一瞬间之中未来就会被冷漠地判定。 在这庞大的世界里，在它不可捉摸的事件中，能取得控制感不简单。 但由于一切都在不停的转变，那么争取向往更美的未来去转变一直都是选择。 从本人目前的位置，把握住自己的信念，坚决朝向理想的未来。 这是人人都务必努力去争取的。 不然，随着社会和人类的堕落，没有正向尽力而为，那就对不起一切的毁灭。 ...

One must have conviction in themselves. Seldom shall deep truths present themselves. Have conviction in your feelings, and feel that truth. ...

Inside the black box Inside the dark room Inside this insidious space which does not scream delight. A light emerges. A light that brings warmth and joy to your frozen soul A light that you'd do anything to protect Guiding the light through the dark even if you stay in that dark room the light is there guiding you too ...

All you need is a reason ...

He left immediately.There was no immense sadness imbued within, this was a clear foregone conclusion established long ago.He must run, and hope with all his speed he could make it to safety.Never again will he see the colorful container-ships docked along the solitary port, never again will he visit his grandfather's grave and lament the helpless death of someone too pure for this world. All those places and events only existed in his mind now to provide fuel for rumination. The endless void of ...

A meaningful endeavor #新世界へ ...

私の一番欲しい物。マー・エバン・ロン　私が一番欲しい物は平和です。世界の平和、それより私自身の平和です。私自身の平和、それは静かで楽しく生きることです。でも今世界に、まだ平和がないでしょう。世界にまだ平和がないので、私もまだ平和がありません。世界に平和があることは本当に難しいです。でも先の事は分かりません。将来、平和ができるかもしれません。それはそうとして、私は毎日頑張ります。でも平和への道を頑張っている最中に、私はまだ楽しむつもりです。平和以外の物の中で、私が一番欲しい物はリラクゼーションです。例えば、上海港に行きます。そこで小さい山に登って、空や海を見ます。それとも家の中で、いい飲み物を飲んで、いい音楽を聴いて、目を閉じて、のんびりします。　そうですね、私は飲み物を飲むのが好きです。水や麦茶がとても好きです。お酒の中で、私が一番好きなのは梅酒です。そうです、私は梅酒を飲むのが好きな人です。私はこの作文を書く時もう梅酒を飲みました。　そして、もう一つ私が好きな物は食べ物です。私が今欲しい食べ物で、すぐに考えられるのはラザニアやラーメンやカレーライス やパスタや鰻丼や鍋焼きうどんやちゃ...

池(いけ)の側(そば )手(て)を伸(の)ばしけり溺(でき)水(すい)か野ので歩あるく風(し)巻(ま)きが寒(さむ)い魂(たま)を消(け)す塞さい翁おうが 失(しつ)意(い)泰(たい)然(ぜん) と生(い)きます ...

(...Not wearing a seatbelt is dangerous)"Come on, you should wear a seatbelt!"Why wear a seatbelt?"It's dangerous without one..."If this bus crashes we'll die anyways(If this bus crashes you'll have a better chance of survival)(if this bus crashes I want to be one of the only survivors)"If this bus crashes I want to be the only one to survive."RealizationLaughter ensues on the bus amongst everyone ...